fuck it i’m not going
i’m seeing if i can call off today. i’m afraid if i go, i might randomly start crying or worse idk and i really don’t want that. plus i work til 10 and i’m so fucking tired and hey rita’s is open and it’s such a nice day ugh
my therapist says that my family situation is not “safe” and that i am emotionally unstable. she recommends that i go to the main psychiatric hospital downtown. i’ll probably go next week. lovely.